I just wasted about $30,000, several months of my life, and a lot of hard work and effort for nothing. I missed my goal of getting all "A's" in college and probably failed an important core class for my degree. A fail am important presentation assignment a couple weeks ago where I have to create a power point presentation. I spent three days working on that so called simple 6 slide assignment. This week I did terrible on a 400 to 800 word paper on network topologies and totally blew it on a paper for a corporate network setup. The paper required several section and an 1050 to 1750 word count. I was only able to write about 800 words after 36+ hours of work over a four day period of time. I was just unable to write the paper even with help. Just goes to show how worthless I am that I cannot complete an assignment even with help. I ended up turning in the paper eight minutes before it was due. I also ended up missing an important assignment in my technical writing class because I poured all my efforts into getting the network paper completed. Story of my life, work hard and still fail. I am pretty much going to have a useless piece of paper and be $30,000 in the hole once I finish this program since decent IT firms only take the best of the best. With a bad grade in one of the most important classes for the degree, no one is going to take me. Sure I aced all those fucking technical writing classes, but that only qualifies me for one career field alone, writing technical manuals for dumb asses and I really hate writing. Yay! a useless piece of paper and $30,000 worth of debt just to remain a worthless person.